Being honest with myself

It's hard to be honest with yourself sometimes. It's like if someone punches you (I don't mean really punching you, c'mon! Not cool to joke about with all this NFL stuff going on) and you say, "hey, that hurts!" and then the person who does it says, "no it doesn't! I'll do it to myself!" Then they might try to recreate the hit but it's definitely not the same. Yeah, you can never actually do it to yourself because you're not going to hurt yourself. Well, yes, that long drawn out story was actually a great comparison to being honest with yourself. Sometimes, we can't be honest with ourselves because we don't want to admit what's true.

I posted a while ago that there are things that I don't like to admit to myself and then after admitting them on here I felt better. Well, here is another thing that I don't like to admit, I sometimes don't like to be honest with myself because I don't want to get hurt. I don't feel as much better as I did last time.

We all gotta own up eventually and be honest with ourselves.

I'm gonna try and sleep now.

Until next time,

Caroline