This week kind of sucks. It's been constantly raining, I have no motivation to do any studying, and I have lots to do. Add on other personal stuff and it just makes me want to drop everything and go home. I had my mythology exam yesterday and it went alright. I still can't get Theseus and Perseus straight but what's done is done. Tomorrow will be the hardest day. We'll see how I get on with that.
I saw someone posted about the web series Dorm Life and it made me extremely sad. Maybe a week or two before I came to school my freshman year some guy (who I ended up being friends with) posted on our Class of 2014 Facebook wall about it and I spent that whole night watching them all. I was obsessed. It was so funny and it made me so excited to go to college. Watching it now makes me so unbelievably nostalgic. I've been saying how much I'm done with being here when all I want is to be that freshman about to start school here. I want to go back so badly and relive almost everything. There might be one or two things I'd do differently.
Almost four years ago today is when I found out I didn't get into my #1 pick school. Man that day sucked so much. I thought I'd never be happy at any other school (#dramaqueen) and boy was I wrong. I loved it here. I'm really happy I didn't get into that school. Yesterday I thought I couldn't be sadder than I was then and then I thought back to that day four years ago. I was miserable but look how I turned out! Everything was fine and everything will be fine.
It will be ok. I'll be ok. We'll all be ok. In less than a week I'll be on a beach. I just need to keep thinking that. This seems like a good place to end this weird rant post ramble-y thing.
Until tomorrow,
Caroline
p.s. The song Recover by Chvrches is kind of a good explanation of how I'm feeling at the moment.
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